Breaking free from grey shades.

My life was once simple...everything revolved around innocence.There were clear markings of what was right and what was wrong. My mom, a proverb 31 woman made sure she raised Godly children with had a clear picture of what sin meant.What was right was right and was the only way to follow...what was wrong was wrong and should be avoided at all costs, and if anyone did wrong one should repent and reconcile. Then my life became complicated... I married and was on a yoke of grey scales. My husband is a easy going guy with no particular inclinations to right and wrong.As long as one's needs are met right and wrong doesn't matter and that extends to little things as well as to big things.A kind of lifestyle where rules can bend and break, just to make things run smoothly or to get one's will done.Here the right is often wrong in some scenarios and the wrong becomes right and justifiable.From little things like faking signatures to big things like justification and acceptance of past illegitimate relationships blew my top off.A strange world where no one repented or reconciled but just shoved off blame and ridicule at your face...and then smile.Grey..Grey Grey....where is the black and white? I yelled and yammered then I bent and whimpered and finally downright broke down in this chaotic complexity where I dint fit in. I cant understand his attitudes,philosophies or visions on life and neither can he understand my values,principals and visions in life. I cant be in a grey scale..neither should he.We are not pagans.We are living according to the God's word.How can we live like hypocrites? I

I bind all shallowness, all selfishness, self-interest and wrong ideologies and all sorts of evil the world gives in Jesus's mighty name.Let God shower his wisdom and understanding to overcome all hardened corners of our hearts.Let us not be lukewarm but be ignited in the power of Lord Jesus Christ.